Thankful AF! Redemption Song

I started this blog in January of this year by telling y’all I aint shit!

And that’s not to be dramatically self-deprecating.

It’s just that I don’t think any of us are …

because we’re human beings …

and we’re fallible …

and sometimes we make mistakes.

Shit happens!

And sometimes it’s out shitty shit that makes the shit happen. LOL

And the point of this blog is to understand that …

and to also recognize that we can get our shit together, together.

So I say all of that to say that I am and have been a work in progress for quite some time now.

If you met me 15 years ago, you probably wouldn’t have liked me very much.

Because I was a pretty shitty person.

I’ve been a horrible friend.

I’ve betrayed people who trusted me.

I’ve broken hearts unapologetically.

I’ve hurt people who showed me nothing but kindness.

Yes. Me. I did those things.

So what am I thankful for, you ask? I mean, besides being able to articulate how shitty of a person I have been, of course.

I’m thankful that I’m still here!

I’m still here so I can try to put good energy out into the world to counteract any of the bad I so freely spewed.

I’m thankful that I still have the opportunity to right some of my wrongs.

Thankful that I’ve been given the time to be able to grow … to be able to see … feel.

I’m thankful for the ability to see how wrong I really was.

And most of all, I’m thankful for how good the growth feels.

Because I’ve seen so many people who’s lives were cut short while they were still learning … in some cases, before they could even recognize there was anything to learn.

And because I’m still here and they’re not, I can see the trail of hurt and destruction they left in their wake with no chance for growth …

No chance for apologies …

No chance for REDEMPTION!

So if you ever find yourself beating yourself up for mistakes you may have made …

opportunities you may have missed …

or for just being a shitty person like I was …

just remember that you still have a chance …

with each sunrise the universe allows you to see.

Love and Light,

 

Erin

What did you say?

You miss me when I’m gone?

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